Let me stay home

Listen to it
LOUD.
Maybe you'll
feel again.
Pretend it's a
distraction.
Make believe
it makes you
feel better.
To feel better,
though,
you'd have to be
able to feel.

Maybe tomorrow
it'll kick in.
Another year of
arguments,
held back tears,
screaming,
scars
and
fucking skirts.

idon'twanttogotoback